Dudette*, you’re supposed to cut my sandwich in half.
Eating a Subway sandwich now. Only just unwrapped it and realised it was not cut in half. Heh, was served by a trainee today and I am probably the very first person she served today under a real life scenario. So the sandwich was made slower than usual but I understand these conditions. People do get nervous the first time they do these things. I recall fumbling with stuff on my first times selling fish and photocopying stuff. You ask a lot of common sense questions but when you’re learning, confidence is nada on your part, and you just ask everything to get out of harm’s way. Now you don’t even think when you’re doing something, and having understood the flow of how things work, even if something goes wrong, you know at least a couple of ways to fix it.
Heh, is there a point to this post? Nah, don’t think so. At times I really do things for the sake of doing things. Have a whole checklist of things I’m supposed to do, as opposed to things I want to do. The things I’d like to do I don’t think I’m supposed to do and I can’t recall what it is I want to do as there is no checklist for things I want to do and it all gets lost in a sea of memories. Dude, you need to get out of here, smell the flowers and inhale some fresh mountain air.
There are things I want that I never say out loud. There are things that I say but never mean. Beyond yourself is the world of boys and girls. When do they frolick along and stumble upon each other to find out they want something besides what they’ve dreamt up all this while? Is life such folly?
* So into using the word dude these days. Don’t know why, sudden trend for me I picked up from I don’t know where.
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