Odd housemates have been cooking supper (or dinner maybe?) past midnight the last couple of days. Heh.

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Heh, poor friend is contemplating about his life at the moment. He reminds me of me at times. You are doing stuff, not feeling worse off, but not really feeling you have any aim in life either. He has his list of things to do, but then it seems that having have the time to do them, he doesn’t feel like he’s achieved anything at all (or so I think). Vyanne thinks that we need to live for something and someone in our lives, just how people work hard for their families or their spouses. I strongly believe in that too (so those seeking boyfriends/girlfriends – hope you find your other half soon. Heh, this statement sounds a little gay coming from me.) Heh, it’s like having someone to fall back upon to give you a reason to do stuff. I guess it’s true, but all that brainwashing at Uni has thought me about diversifying your asset base. One should also be able to be independent, to have their own goals and achievements that do not depend on the needs of others. Not saying that we should selfishly chase our own aims, but to also be able to contribute indirectly to others by just improving the little things we are good at inside.

Everyone goes through a gray patch every now and then. This is especially true of people (as I’ve noticed) who are less egocentric, and not really doing things for their own want. These people are generally more reserved in their own thoughts but have a self conscious streak to them. This is ironic because the gray patch involves wanting to get more out from oneself when sometimes you couldn’t care less about yourself.

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Still contemplating about life, with chance and circumstance, and refusing to be envious of people you think are better off than you (I’m just taking a snipe at someone’s view of things, for a memory however great, is never as great as the opportunity to make memories).