Meh.

It’s one of those days. Heh, work’s been hectic. You get through the day, but the amount of concentration you put in is just mind zapping. Working like a drone and getting things done. The 3 week holiday I took, I’m trying to cover up the work that was left undone in 3 days. It’s not a huge backlog, just the administrative things keep it moving along at a slow pace.

Heh, towards the end of the day, found that one of the things that I work on was slightly broken. Something else broke along with it to cancel the broken effect so it went sort of unnoticed. Until today. Fixed it in the end though. You wonder at times, all the good work you put in goes unnoticed and the things that break will draw attention to you. Well, everyone’s been working hard and have to deal with their own problems, so there’s less compassion going round (well, it’s not as bad as it sounds). Life’s like that I guess. At times like this I just want to keep the right things going right, and just ignore everything else.

Just so tired. Very little enthusiasm for anything at the moment. Make up for all the awry things by being loud towards close friends. Heh, some witty words and there’s a certain smugness to it. They don’t mind it too much, it’s generally me, just a little amplified. A little unruly, but I need to cancel out the sinking feeling inside. Just need to get through this week.