There seems to be a certain restlessness in the air surrounding me. It feels like something is constantly on the back of my mind. Maybe there’s just the amount of things I feel I need to get done.
There’s work, and even while it takes up most of my day, there seems to be that little extra bit that you need to do or can do. Heh, it’s still good that I can detach myself from work. I can imagine myself working until the wee hours of the morning just to get things done. I wouldn’t say my work is terribly exciting, but you do feel a sense of accomplishment finishing off the things you need to do. Work keeps respawning itself, heh, and unlike assignments, you can’t just do it, hand it in and forget about it. There’s always something to follow up, to query and the things you do give you a little more insight into how the clockwork of the industry I work in ticks.
Outside work, there is the social life I have. Heh, am quite happy that I have friends and people I care about. Just that I can’t do all the things I wish I could do for them. It’s also a little hard being responsible for the promises you make. Always want to whip up a meal for people, and it ends up being cooked by someone else or just eating out. Been thinking about how food works, and noticed that it is my style to just mix everything up. It’s quite Chinese in implementation, with less decoration and more focus on taste. Need to work a little on those presentation skills (presentation of the food of course).
Then there’s the personal hobbies. Heh, people have hobbies to take up spare time. I don’t know if a person can have too many hobbies. I try to put in some gaming time, but half an hour a day really isn’t realistic in getting the most out of it. Spending more time on it means I have to neglect all the other things that have priority. Heh, cooking takes up time (shopping, preparation and even chomping down your food takes time). So does cleaning up after yourself. Room was like a tornado gone past. Cleaned it up and it looked presentable only for a few hours before I unpiled my laundry all over the floor. Back to square one.
Spent the last two weeks setting up my current desktop. It’s a screamer of a computer. Heh, I don’t really feel the upgrades only cause I upgrade them so often that each increase is only marginal. Been having a little problems with system stability and did a little investigation Sherlock Holmes style and finally managed to reduce the instability. First problem was a cable that did not plug in properly to the optical drive, causing corrupt data to crash the entire system spontaneously. Then my computer would stop responding for no reason after I left it for a day or two. I think I’ve narrowed it down to the crummy KVM switch I bought. It’s still a hunch but I have a strong feeling that is the cause of my computer woes. Will know in a few days.
Computers are fun for me cause they’re like puzzles that exhibit peculiar behaviours at times. It’s satisfying to know that you can find cause and effect from these problems and draw a solution.
Heh, it’s 12am already and I’ve spent about a half hour writing here. A little less restless now. Sometimes you need to just unload everything that is on your mind. There’s a full moon tonight. Dreaming of the stars tonight I hope. Heh.