Not terribly fond of myself at the moment. Heh, or rather my circumstances.
Been studying for my upcoming exam, on foreign exchange. This is probably the 5th time or so I’ve come across options, those finance ones with the put/call buy/sell etc etc. My first encounter with them was in second year doing Business Finance. I was never terribly comfortable with them, as they were usually the last things that were thought in a subject. Every subsequent time I came across them, I barely understood them and with such a fragile foundation on the topic, I am just totally puzzled when I come across these questions in an exam.
Not anymore I suppose. I’ve probably grown tired of these options understanding me and not me understanding them. For this upcoming subject, I’ve actually sat down and gone through every single exercise when a topic is covered. Very much like how I used to do exercises in primary school. I never quite understood a lot of the math involved, but the sheer volume of practice ensured that you could do the questions (at least until exam time when they twisted the question a bit and nothing seemed to make sense anymore, there I go again with the fragile foundations). I’m thinking back towards my maths background from highschool, and all that shifting equations around has helped quite a bit in me working out the formulae involved in calculating prices/rates etc.
Just want to get the exam done and over with quickly. Heh. Hoping I can sit through the exam and come out in one piece.
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Haven’t picked up my camera for the past week. Just living off the images I took in Sydney and posting two a day when I have time. July is a landmark month in terms of uploads, never have I posted so many pictures before. Breaking free from the previous mode of posting pictures with just basic post-processing. Now I’m thinking more of the visual impact of things, and how different colours will affect the mood of the picture.
Learning photography is like learning about options. It makes sense the first time you read about it. When you try to apply it in practice, the results don’t seem to come out as expected. You never really get it the first time, but every subsequent time you look at it, it starts to make a little more sense. I’d like to reach a point where no matter how the situation is, your basic knowledge and sound concepts about the theories lead you to the appropriate decisions on what to put in practice.
It is tiring, all this thinking. Heh, when studying used to be a full time job on its own, it felt ok to learn things. Now it’s like opportunity cost, time spent learning something during your weekends when you could be unwinding/relaxing. This forex stuff is interesting, however, slapping a pass/fail/distinction on it loses some of its appeal. Heh, just need some rest.
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Not a terribly exciting picture, but visually pleasing enough. Would just like to post some pictures that look pretty nice, but don’t quite make it to the photography section. Heh.
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