Life’s been a little more stressful than usual. A little outside my comfort zone for most things now. Work has sort of become a little more challenging, with me needing to fabricate some programming magic to automate some stuff. Information systems is not a degree that guarantees you know anythin about programming. We didn’t do as much hands on stuff as the computer science students did, and to add insult to injury, a year after mine, the subject that thought Java (a programming language) was split between easy and advanced as too many students could not grasp computer basics and failed the subject.

Just been tired, trying new things, learning new things. I guess its like exercising, if you walk a lot, you’re comfortable with walking long distances, but even a brisk jog will make you feel uncomfortable and struggling to catch your breath to keep up pace. I guess life is a little like jogging now, even lots of uncertainty and new things to learn. Brain’s coping, but not as well as I’d like. Just feeling uneasy about this feeling, it’s been so long since I’ve had to struggle to keep up with the times. At times I’d like to shy away from it all, and work is just too constant a reminder of how much I still don’t know. To be fair, I’m not expected to know these things, but things never come easy in life and I have to persevere.