Needing Interest

Time seems to fly by fairly quickly these days. Sent out some applications, and am hopeful on one of them. I should be applying for other jobs, and I’ll start kicking my butt again soon to get things cracking. Heh, was speaking to friends over dinner the other night and a few of them are in the process of looking at other jobs. It’s been 3 or so years since most of us graduated, and one friend wakes up wondering whether he wants to go to work today. It’s a sign that you have lost motivation in doing things but the paycheck at the end of each payment period pushes you on.

I’ve only been interested in playing games on the computer these days. Heh, it’s been a long while since I’ve just sat in front of a PC and getting my bum off the chair only to go to the toilet or to grab a quick bite. There have been times I’ve been reluctant to move to turn on the light after sunset and it was only when I was surrounded by the total darkness of my room, illuminated only by the glow from the monitor, that I get up and flick the switch, something that takes less than 5 seconds. I do get that engrossed in games at times that I don’t want to break the mood.

Haven’t picked up my camera in the last few days. Nothing much to inspire me to shoot these days. Heh, there are rumours of a full frame Nikon DSLR to be announced next week. I’m not feeling any buzz from this, as I normally would. I have most of the equipment I need, I’d just like a little more hands on experience in taking better photos. There was lots of learning potential over the last 5 months and I seem to have plateaued at my current level.

Feeling a little flat now. Just need to try and reset myself, wake up one morning, and hopefully feel full of sunshine again.

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