Just need to get away from the food pictures for a bit. So not posting anything today, as I don’t have very many other pictures to share at the moment. I do find that my focus on what I’d like to do shifts from time to time. For a week or two I decide I’d like to cook more stuff, and then a week later I decide I’d like to brush up my photography skills a bit. It’s not that I’ve lost interest, but that’s just how I learn things, I need to step back, and process all the ideas I’ve had in the past few days. I’m at the point of doing things where I have a grasp of some basics and I don’t hold back on trying something new, and picking up on mistakes immediately to know how to do it better next time.

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Needed to do a personal character check the other day. I responded to something in my usual snobbish manner. Not that it’s intentional, but I have to keep reminding myself that things I take for granted don’t necessarily come easy to people. So I have toned down my snobbery a bit (it resurfaces very rarely but still catches me off guard sometimes), and have been a little more helpful to people of late. I feel a better person for it.

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I’m just trying to clear my desk to make doing work a little more conducive. There are constantly items piled on my desk and I should deal with it more assertively.

I’m okay with work at the moment, but it doesn’t excite me as much as say, doing a photo shoot, or designing a website for someone. One thing I’ve learned over the past year working at the hospital is how to interact with people. At my previous firm, I kept in character since the start of my job and for 2 years, I don’t think I expressed myself very well. So I started with a clean slate as you can be anyone you want when no one knows you. Heh, I’ve become a lot more sociable, and I’m genuinely wanting to become a nicer person to be around and work with.

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Life for me is always about finding positives in whatever I do. I do complain about things a lot of times, but it’s more to grumbling about it and then just accepting it as it is and finding ways to get around it. I don’t want to stand still and be too comfortable with where I am or who I am, just so that I can continue to grow mentally.

Ready for a fresh reboot starting July.