Sometimes you get lucky and capture moments like this, where everyone is doing something and you are wondering what the guy is thinking, or what the woman is looking for in her bag. I only managed a couple of shots before the train arrived to ferry them off.
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Sent out a couple more job applications. It’s still a struggle for me at times, as I have one application sitting there undone since Monday. It’s due tomorrow and it’s the last 5% of the application, yet it’s probably the most important 5% that determines whether I get selected for an interview or not. Some days the fear of rejection promotes procrastination. Heh, there are days when I’m not systematic about things, especially when I have to confront my own weaknesses.
I am also delaying pushing the publish button for my photo book. Most of the pictures are already in, and you could say it’s 5% to completion, and yet it’s probably the most important 5%. I’m deliberating between whether I should add text to describe the locations, but that would mean I’d need an extra pair of eyes to edit my writing style. Part of me just says that I should submit it, get a copy, and note for future any changes I’d like with my next project. It’s only easy for me to move on, when I don’t keep moving the goal posts. It’s like cooking, you prepare the meal and enjoy it for what it is, remembering to make adjustments to what you didn’t like the next time. There are times I imagine the meal in my head, and think I’d be able to do it. Sounds easy enough conceptually, and you know the pitfalls, which you’d like to avoid, but that means the meal remains a dream until you realise it.
It’s back and forth, these arguments with myself, and some days I get pass that starting line and end up on the finish lines, other days I’m just wandering aimlessly. Hence my continued reliance on posting something for the blog, to deliver something, to flesh out the thoughts so that I have a marker to know my progress, instead of gunning for the dimmest stars that seem furthest away.
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On the list of items to experiment on, fried chicken and a soup stock that goes with noodles. Heh, I’m also deliberating on dabbling with yeast to make pizza dough. The thin crust with basic toppings on basil, tomato and mozzarella water my mouth each time I think of it. There, I’ve said it. So come on, just do it!
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